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Monday, April 28th, 2008
1:53 am	Life... Another morning still in bed So many thoughts run through my head Self-motivating not to be I stayed up late the night before To contemplate and self absorb There is no answer I can see Knowing my life sucks to me Yesterday I wrote another goodbye note I took a razor and Ii tried to cut my throat But I missed a dull blade one of my first signs I found a plastic bag to wrap around my head It was a little small I killed the cat instead That little bastard's suppose to live another 8 more times What's wrong with my mind Prozac for the way you feel, makes your body so surreal Having one with wine is just the trick Took a lighter to a can of raid Drinking drain-o lemonade And all it did was make me really sick But I don't care My whole damn life seems so unfair Do you know what might be wrong with me Here in my own hell They say that I don't look so well Do you know how lonely it can be Knowing my life sucks to me? Today I'm feeling down Like most of the time I called another damn suicide hot line And the girl on the phone didn't really care I said I'd end my life but it always falls apart I couldn't get my brand new car to start The disappointments more than I can bare Opened up the oven door Laid down on the kitchen floor And only burned my elbows on the rack Jumped out of a flying plane You'd think that I might be insane But I forgot my chute was on my back I tied a knot and pulled it through and broke the ceiling fan in two It only made me dizzy for a bit Now I'm buried underground and everyone just stands around My grave stone with the caption "idiot" Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Mi6 - How To Be An Idiot (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 30th, 2008
8:43 pm	BRING BACK THE BOMB WHAT MAKES IT SO WRONG?! Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Flogging Molly - Devil's Dance Floor (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 10th, 2007
4:02 am	The last time that I saw you, August of '99, I should've had my hammer and a few rusty spikes to nail you on a wall and use bottles to catch your blood and display you for the neighbors so they know your time had come. And I'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat as it heads for my heart. And as your body sags and the stench rises in vain, the people on the street are collecting in dismay. Before your eyes your head lifts towards the sky and that's the last thing they'll remember of you. And I'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat as it heads for my heart. You've become a ghost. You're floating somewhere in between the waking world and a landscape of dreams. Well it's nothing but dying. You've got a grenade stuck in your teeth and you're pulling at the pin. You're an illusion, just a shadow flickering underneath the sun. And I'd drink your blood and feel it dripping down my throat as it heads for my heart. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Saves The Day - As Your Ghost Takes Flight (Comment on this)
Friday, September 14th, 2007
2:39 am	MUNICIPAL WASTE IS GONNA FUCK YOU UP!!!!! Current Mood: silly (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
11:45 pm	There are no finger prints deep under water Nothing to tie one to a crime And if you seek vengeance all you need are instruments of pain You'll need your: knives Check Rope Check Dagger Check Chains Check Rocks Check Laser beams Check Acid Check Body bag Check Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Dethklok - Murmaider (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
6:47 pm	I'm so bored. I wish I had more friends that were still in the area. Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
8:17 pm	Die (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
3:39 pm	BioShock is amazing. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 18th, 2007
3:21 pm	I don't sleep anymore. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
1:30 am	BioShock- One more week. I can't wait. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Desmond Dekkar - King of the Ska (Comment on this)
Monday, August 6th, 2007
2:10 am	So turns out my dad has kidney cancer. He will hopefully be getting surgery to have it taken out very soon. The other day with Jess was very nice. We didn't get to the movie but we did stay at my house and watched Braveheart and 300. It was fun. Hopefully me and her will get to see the movie on Wednesday but I don't think it will actually happen. I'm so happy I don't have work this week. I wouldn't be able to handle those people right now. Blah. I don't know what's up with me. I feel very off right now. Current Mood: listless Current Music: Bad Religion - Suffer (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 2nd, 2007
1:44 am	I'm so excited for after Sunday. I have no work all that week until Friday. It's going to rule simply because I don't have to go to work. I'm seeing the Simpsons movie AGAIN this Friday with my friend Jess which is going to be good times too. Funny how it just turned August and things seem to already be turning around. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: GWAR - School's Out (Comment on this)
Monday, July 30th, 2007
11:02 pm	Feelin' fine Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Vincent Black Shadow - Metro (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 28th, 2007
2:30 pm	Alright so my X-Box 360 came in and it works perfectly fine (for a change). My new computer is put together and everything but it doesn't turn on. Dave thinks it's the power supply. Hopefully he will be able to fix it or something soon. I want to play around with it. I decided I'm going to give my old computer (that I still have to use right now) to Dustin because her computer is a piece of crap. Hopefully, this one will work better for her than her current one is. I really don't want to go to work. I'm very very tired and not in the mood to deal with people. Blah. Someone save me from it. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 24th, 2007
12:04 am	Oh shit! My new mother board, my new processor, and my new video card came in today while I was at work. All I need now is my new Case and memory. I'm getting a gig of memory. I'm so excited to for tomorrow to see if the other parts and or my X-Box 360 come in. Current Mood: excited Current Music: The Superspecs - Duck Tales (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
11:25 pm	Oh man! Between Monday and Friday I will have my new computer parts and my X-Box 360 back. I'm so excited. Microsoft sent my mom an e-mail saying they received my X-Box 360 in the mail today and then a little under an hour later they sent another one saying that I will receive my new X-Box with in 3 to 5 business days. If I didn't have to work Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday this week would rule. Current Mood: pumped Current Music: System Of A Down - The Legend of Zelda (Comment on this)
Friday, July 20th, 2007
5:05 am	Today was a positive day. Tomorrow should be great too :-D Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Blood For Blood - So Common, So Cheap (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
2:10 am	The coffin came today... Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Good Clean Fun - Coll-Edge (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 15th, 2007
1:59 am	Fucking awesome. I absolutely love GWAR. They do some sick but funny stuff on stage. I didn't get drenched with different colors like I thought I would but that's ok because I still finally got to see one of my favorite bands ever! Current Mood: tired Current Music: GWAR - The Private Pain of Techno Destructo (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 14th, 2007
1:23 am	Less than 24 hours left. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Bad Religion - Germs of Perfection (Comment on this)